Long time..

Hey, I'm just picking up on this again, so i hope you'll follow. Started on a new School and it's great! Love my roomies.. I dont go to the other one anymore, and somewhere in my heart i regret i did in the first place, it brough a lot of good things. But just to many åbad things as well. I hope this year. will be better, and maybe reconect with some of my old friends, i miss them so much. The reason i dont talk to them anymore, is my mother told one of my friends parents about the incedent with "the teacher" and now now they think I'm a lier and none of them will to talk to me...

Soo.. Well later!

IPhone!!

I am now writing from my new iPhone! I'm so exited! I love it. Best buy ever made..

Later! =)

New Romie!!!

YAY!! I got a new romie yesterday. She is my best friend, and I can't wait to spend even more time together. We moved in the new room yesterday, were 2, but it's made for 3 for there's so much space. We spend all evening cleaning, moving stuff and get our things pact out... And it's really nice now, before the was a bitch living here, but as soon as she moved out and her smell disappeared I felt comfortable. So I'm thinking this is going to be great!
Prom is tomorrow and I got everything under control! I told u I wold. But I got dress, shoes, makeup the only thing that I don't have is an idea about how my hair is going to be. It sucks but I'll figure that out too!
Give you an update later!

Prom!!

Wow, prom is in two weeks and I haven't found my dress yet! Or, I have one, but I'm not sure if I want to wear it.. And shoes!! OMG I AM TOTALLY LOST ON THIS ONE!! Well, I guess it will work out.. It always does.. ^^

Family Update

Well, it took some time before I got to write this. The visit went really well, I had a long very nice talk with my cusin, who's same age as me. He is very skinny, and now they send him to a place for people with anorexia and other eating disorders.. He's mot feeling good there so he needed someone to talk to, and it felt good talking to him again.. It's been a while since last time, so I talked about me life too. Because he understands me like no other. And I dont know why..
But it went really good, and I look forward to see them again! I hope it will be soon..

Family visits!

My 2 cusins comes today! So exited!  Give a update on how it went later!! LOVE!<3

Drama Drama Drama

So now that my friends and I have come over the rush I'm staying, we're back to everyday again. Not so interesting, but one of my girlfriends have some boy problems soooo....

She had sex with one of her friends, and she likes him... But he has lost interest in her since they did it! I dont know what hes is thinking, and I thought of asking him, but then again he dosn't know I know, and it might not be such a good idea, for him to know I know. Get it or what? Even I think that sounds confusing... I think that him not knowing, that I know is in best interest for all of us, we were very good friends some time ago. We spend so much of the day together, and we had so much fun. But then they started doing stuff, and I don't know... Something just came between us. And a hate that, because we were good together. Like we had so much in common and so much to talk about, all the time there were never any awkward moments, just friendly silence and consenting smiles and glances. We really clicked!
And I missed him so much for so long! But then he started talking down to me, like he was better than me. He started telling me what to do, and then to do it. He started comment on what I said how I said it. He made my confidence crack in the edge for some time.. Why is he saying these things? Do he want to change me? Am I not good enough? What is wrong with me then? Is he really so much better that me, so he is in his right to tell me over and over again all those things I'm doing wrong. Don't misunderstand me. I know I'm not perfect but what he's doing is cruel, and I hate him for it.

Feels so good to write that down... I have to get better at blogging. This is why I started blogging.  It makes me relax when i write thing down. I want this feeling of total relax in body and head.
- See you!
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