Friday, March 23, 2012

Shit!!

It is a long time lately! My computer was sent for repair, so I may not write much, but don't leave me! I mean, if it is someone out there. I haven't bought my camera jet, I actually also like the Canon EOS 60D, but it's just a little more expensive than I like...

- The day before yesterday I failed in being a friend, the story is that one of my best friends she likes this guy. But since she told me, he have just been flirting so much with me. He and I are good friends and he's damn cute and charming, so I just could not resist him any more .... AND I DON'T EVEN LIKE HIM THAT WAY! I feel so bad about myself, I would so like to tell her what happened, she just think we talked She told him what she feels for him and she is waiting for an answer and he dosn't know what he wants (clearly) but stil... I'm so scared to ruin our friendship, 'cause I really love being with her, and she is one of the best friends I ever had ..! Sometimes I hate myself and the things I do. I know it's wrong, but I do it anyway ..

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Ohh I turned 15 today! 15 years the 15th march!! World here I come!